love hate

late this afternoon, me and aril went to a movie...
Narnia(we watched it in 3D yawwwww.. haha)
about an hour after we got back from the movie..
i received a phone call from someone..
i received a shocking news..
he's been in an accident!!!
my heart stop for a moment..
luckily im still alive now..
(hahahahahhaha)
long story short, he told me that he was having to much fun..
that's why he got an accident..
the funny thing is, he actually got that accident on his vacation with his family at PD..
muahahahaha
i cant stop myself from laughing..
apart from feeling terribly sorry and pity for him, its actually funny...
i know u may be reading this someday..
so, u know that i care for you...
get well soon buddy...
huhuhu

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doesnt matter

laughing my lungs out had seriously helped me a lot recently.... i watched funny videos.. read funny stories and other things that could make me laugh.... i laugh until i hurt my jaw.. haha





i want this t-shirt so fucking bad!!!

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things and time

its been ages..
i know...
don't blame me for that..
blame my lack of mood...
hahahaha...
well, im back isn't i...
shut up!!





i broke up... im devastated about it... i dont know what and how i should feel about it.. it's like the end of the world..(now and forever i think) cant get you out of my mind even for a moment.. i know you probably read this.. i dont care.. i've done pretending to be OK about this.. u said u had a new person in your life.. i acted like its ok, but i really dont.. u have my heart.. always have, always will... tears been my best-est best friend.. so, there it is... for now..(i've tried to keep it to myslef but its been fuckingly wayyyyyyyy too hard)








i've moved into a new house with a friend.. the same condo.. different house and floor.. my view from the balcony is the swimming pool.. feel awesomely calm in this new home.. bought some fish.. named KIKI and KIKO... the hamsters still in the old home.. will bring them here someday... trying to get the cheapest deal on some furniture like couch and kitchen cabinet... still searching for another housemate to ease our rental burden...




been cheating to everyone that im fine.. well, im bleeding inside.. trying to figure out my life as much as possible.. trying not to burden others with my problems.. people keep adding my problems with theirs.. trying to detect my flaws and fixing it.. regretting some mistakes from my past.. rekindled sweet memories.. fooling around with my present life(with some helps from my friends).. trying to changed from who i was before.. goofing around.. feeling the emptiness in my heart.. i feel soo lonely.. its like am all alone in my little world.. like i cant even talk to anyone about the mess in my head...








family become my antidote.. having a blast with them.. though we're far apart, we're closer in our heart.. love you guys always!!!




most of all!!!!
i miss my mom..
more than ever..
i wish you are still here to tell me that everything will be alright like you always does when you were still alive..

i miss you mama..
always..
may you rest in peace..
AL-FATIHAH

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EXITED or NOT

semasa ku berjalan-jalan di mid valley semalam.. (window shopping jerk.. next month shopping lak) secara tiba2 aku ternampak 1 baju ni yang aku agak terarik.. baju itu berada di dalam butik British India.. aku ternampak lak sign sale 50% di situ.. tanpa berfikir panjang.. aku pon melangkah masuk ke butik tersebut.. hati ku hampa apabila promoter di situ mengatakan bahawa sale itu hanya untuk baju2 di rak sebelah.. aku mula bersembang mengarut dengan promoter tersebut... terkeluar lak bab yang ak skrg ni study and so all.. die ckp nape x apply part time kat situ.. aku tgk kiri kanan.. xnmpak pon org.. msti org jrg masuk kedai2 cmni.. aku pun isi la borg nak kerja part time kat situ.. tanpa mengharapkan apa2.. tadi aku kuar la g jusco dgn aril.. time balik td.. turun ja dari teksi ada org koll aku.. dia ckp dia dari British India.. aku diterima kerja dan start hri khamis ni.... persoalannya sekarang.. patutkah aku berasa exited dgn kerja ini ataupun tidak.... erm.......

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suda lama...

dh sbulan kott x update.. nk kater busy tu x lar sgt.. i cant lie.. xder mood kot nk blogging.. huhu.. ok2.. mood sudah kembali...

RAYA...

pergh!! raya dis year yg plg lain dlm hidup aku.. ya lar kann.. mama dh xdak.. mmg la lain.. smgu sbelum raya aku dh balek perlis.. sbb mcm2 sgt nk buat.. everyday ak nya jadual mmg pack xble nk lari.. tok ak la ni.. nak buat kuih yang x penah kami buat sbelum ni.. last2 amik ko.. 8 jenis kuih raya n 8 bijik kek.. dia just tlg tgk jaa.. bgun pg tros buat kuih... ptg @ lepas berbuka btu settle.. 4 the whole 5 days mmg buat kuih je keja ak.. mlm raya lak 8 bijik kek ak bwat.. kek coklat walnut ak bwat 4 bijik.. sbb itu yg menjadik kegemaran semua.. hahaha.. butter cake 1.. marble 1.. oren 1 n kek pandan 1.. huhuhu.. kul 4 pg bru ble tdo lepas kemas2 umah suma.. huhu.. did i mention dat ak kne siapkan 2 rumah utk raya dis year.. sbelum2 ni aku akan take care umah 2nd ak.. mama lak take care umah 1st ak.. dis year, 1st n 2nd ak yg kna jga.. so, mmg agak pening kpala ak.. huhuhuh.. umah 1st ak xpa lar sgt.. maktok ak bli ja semua kuih.. umah 2nd ak ni.. mmg dh jdi kebiasaan kmi akan buat kuih.. n lg pon.. raya 1st umah 2nd ak akan menjadi tumpuan.. ya la kann.. tok ak ad.. pastu umah ak lak tpi masjid ja.. suma berpusu2 dtg.. huhuhu.. pastu kan.. suma mintak nak kuih yg 1 ni ja.. kuih samperit ak.. x twu la ap yg sdp sgt ak bwat kuih ni.. bkan nk memuji diri.. tp org kata yg ak bwat sedap.. ntah lar.. mybe sbb org len ltak ceri n ak lak ltak coklet.. huhuuhu... raya 2nd lak umah 1st ak.. kmi bwat open house.. ak masak soto, makaroni goreng n kuih2 yg d'beli.. mmg lumrah evry year.. huhuhu.. mmg penat sbb smpai raya ke5 baru lar bole rest.. raya ke3 ak g sg. petani.. mmbe bapak ak bwat open house@reunion.. pastu tros g braya kat area png.. huhuuhu.. raya ke4 lak open house umah mmbe2.. penat2.. huhuhu...

AFTER CUTI RAYA

balik kl ari sabtu mlm.. smpai cni ahad pg.. huhuhu.. smpai umah kul 7 kot.. x igt r.. pastu kuaq p sg. wang.. huhuu... shopping itu 1 kemestian.. huhuu.. weekdays cm biasa.. kelas and all.. weekends tu xbpa nk igt.. pastu weekdays seperti biasa.. last weekends p umah nafiz.. open house.. seremban... ahad lepak umah.. weekdays mgu ni lgsg x g klass.. sbb x pnah terbangun.. hahahahahhahaah... esok mybe nk kuar melempiaskan kempunun nk kuar.. huhhuhuhuhuhu.. da 2 mgu x kuar p mna2 pon.. tensen2.. ak x ble terperap dlm umah.. gila nnt ak.. huhuuhh.. eheh.. mmg ak gila ponn kann.. hahahahhaah... sewel la ak ni.. hahahhhahaa

till next post.. be sure to post alot after dis.. see yaaa

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sHoP.. ShOp.. SHOP!!!!!

hari yang sentiasa aku nantikan telah pun berlalu.. yeah2.. best tak terhingga.. wish happy birthday yang bertali arus.. smpai x sempat ak nk balas.. huahaha.. wish yg lg banyak dri last year.. tetapi hadiah yang langsung xde.. ishk3.. sedey.. xde hadiah lgsg pon... uwaaaaaaaa.... tp terbalas apabila papa masukkan duit untuk shopping... yeah.. hari khamis kluar shopping kat klcc and mid.. hari jumaat kluar pegi pavi.. hari sabtu kluar egi time square and sg wang.. ahad kembali ke mid.. kegilaan aku tidak terkawal.. hepi yang amat.. shopping itu satu keseronokan dan 1 kemestian.. hahahahahahhahahahahahahah... agak banyak barang yang aku beli.. high heel utk adik aku 1.. slipper aku 1.. kasut ak 1.. baju aku 2.. sluar aku 1.. baju adik2 lelaki aku sorang 1.. stokin baru, bgk gila... perfume maksu 1.. seluar paksu 1... tudung utk tok 1.. agak terlebeyh sudah aku membeli.. sampai habis terus duit belanja aku samai nak balik nnt.. hahahha.. tp xpe.. sebab aku hepi dapat shopping kembali.. adik aku tersangat jeles dgn aku.. hahahaha.. till next post... daaaaaaaa....

nak shopping ajak aku...

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