confession

song that trapped in my mind and im loving it!!!

for me, its not just only a song..

the lyric meant so much to me..

its really is what i keep in my heart for a long time...

hermmmmmmm

Enrique Iglesias- Why Not Me

Escaping nights without you with shadows on the wall
My mind is running wild tryin hard not to fall
You told me that you love me but say I’m just a friend
my heart is broken up into pieces

Cos i know i’ll never free my soul
it’s trapped between true love and being alone
When my eyes are closed the greatest story told
I woke and my dreams are shattered here on the floor

Why oh why tell me why not me
Why oh why we were meant to be
Baby i know i could be all you need
Why oh why oh why

I wanna love you
if you only knew how much i love you
So why not me

The day after tomorrow I’ll still be around
To catch you when you fall and never let you down
you say that we’re forever our love will never end
I’ve tried to come up but it’s drowning me to know
you’ll never feel my soul
It’s trapped between true love and being alone
when my eyes are closed the greatest story told
i woke and my dreams are shattered here on the floor

Tell me baby why oh why tell me why not me
Why oh why we were meant to be
Baby i know i could be all you need
why oh why oh why

I wanna love you
if you only knew how much i love you
So why not me

You won’t ever know
How far we can go
You won’t ever know
How far we can go (go)


Why oh why tell me why not me
why oh why we were meant to be
Baby I know I could be all you need
Why oh why oh why

Why oh why tell me why not me
Why oh why we were meant to be
Baby I know I could be all you need
Why oh why oh why oh why

I wanna love you
If you only knew how much I love you
so why not me
(why not me, why not me)

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style gak this one...
huhhuh

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kawan???

aku ada terbaca benda ni kat mana tah...
ak copy paste ja...
style gak...
huhuu





...KAWAN...


1) kawan tu bkn mcm main FUTSAL. Mula-mula kejar... dah dapat sepak...

2) kawan tu bkn mcm main SKATE . Mula-mula gosok.. . lepas tu pijak...

3) kawan tu bkn mcm main RAGBI. Mula-mula tangkap.. . dah dapat tendang.. .

4) kawan tu bknnya mcm PAMPERS . dah pakai,buang.. .

5) kawan tu bknnya mcm BARANG KEMAS . Waktu baru beli pakai. .. Dah sengkek gadai.

6) kawan tu bkn mcm PELANGI . Hari cerah takde.. . hujan gerimis baru muncul...

7) kawan tu bkn mcm KERETA . Rosak skit,jual. .. ambik kereta baru.. .

8) kawan tu bkn mcm CHIPSMORE . kejap ade kejap takde.. .

9) kawan tu bkn mcm BANK . Bila dah takde duit,pegi kat sana ambik. ...

10)lagi...kawan tu mcm ape ye????

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heaven??

nothing to think..
nothing to worry..
just drop by to hi..








lazing around the house today..
wath tv..
online..
watch tv..
online..
until there's nothing more to do..
will be in bed in the short time...
nite peeps...



owhhh.. i think i may need a vacation....
anyone interested in being my sponsor??
hahah

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ding dong!!

past few weeks..
the caption that i used for this entry(ding dong!!)..
i've noticed that i used it a lot when im bored and starting to text people...
wahahahah...
kinda cliche..

so..
since my last update..
i went back to perlis!!
YAYYYY!!
(im broke, thats why i went back to perlis)
but of course not many knows that..
i told everybody else that i went back for my youngest brother birthday is on that weekend..
PERFECT TIMING!!!
haha
well. thats true..
about my brother's birthday..
we plan a small family celebration..
me and my dad is the mastermind behind all that..
hahaha
so, my dad ask me what i wanna do..
i was thinking about doing the ordinary thing that i always did before..
like fried some macaroni and bake a simple cake..
but i want something different..
but i dont have nothing in my mind..
i decided to make a cake..
but then i thought, is it enough just the cake??
hermmm
so, i politely ask my makngah what could she help me with..
and she gave the idea about preparing some mee kuah..
WONDERFUL!!!
abselutely its not me who will prepare it!!
i know nothing about mee kuah except for eating it!!
haha

so, a cake..
a simple or different cake..
hermmm
i came up with an idea about two layers cake..
and just few hours before i started making the cake..
i saw Cake Boss on TLC..
i had this amazing yet crazy idea about making fondant!!
I NEVER DEAL WITH FONDANT BEFORE!!!
my dad said it was a great idea and he encourage me to go for it!!
yeahhhhh!!!
thanks pa!!
hehe
after hours of crucial hours in the kitchen..
the cake was complete..
YAAAAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
at was 4 in the morning whn i finish the cake..
iyarkkk!!!!
i need to wake up at 10 to go to my mom's grave with my family to clean it up..
all i can think is sleep at that moment..

long story short...
the party was a blast!!
my youngest brother, Azam, had the time of his life..


well...
did you wanna see the cake!!!!
here it is!!!!









wait for it!!!!













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....well....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE BROTHER!!!!!
HAPPY 8TH BIRTHDAY AZAM!!!

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urghhh

...money money money...
everybody keep saying that money is not important..
WTF!!!
money is important!!!
well, maybe some will say that im 'mata duitan' or what ever..
ikut suka hati aku la weiiii...
nak kencing pon kena pakai duit kan la ni....
terbukti la duit tu penting...
toksah nak cakap pandai kata duit tu x penting la apa la..
semua benda nak pakai duit..
nak makan, minum..
nak tdo pon kena pakai duit...
ya la..
nak tdo mesti bukak kipas, nak mandi nak pakai air..
semua tu bukan nya free...
tu lah org kata kannn..
manusia lebeh pentingkan dunia drpd akhirat..
bg aku dua2 penting...
tp sama mcm org lain jugak..
cakap ja pandai aku ni ponnn...
cakap kata dua2 penting bg aku..
bila tgk2 balik diri aku ni, ak mmg nmpak sgt yg aku lebeh pentingkan keseronokan dunia..
hermmmm..
apa la nak jadi dgn aku ni...
insyaallah satu hari ak akan berubah..
pray for me buddy..
huhuh
sama2 lah kita berubah ekkk..

back to the topic about money..
hahahhaa
ak x kerja lg..
so hidup ak ditanggung sepenuhnya oleh family aku...
(termasuklah maktok aku, tok aku, tokwan aku, bapak aku, mcik2 aku, tok2 sedara aku..)
stiap kali ak balik kg, mesti harapan aku menggunung tuk kutip duit dri semua org yg slalu bg duit kat aku...
bapak ak pulak cakap yg ak gunakan duit lebeh drpd org yg kerja...
pikir2 balik btol jugak cakap my dad tuhh...
bapak ak takot ak x dapat nk sesuaikan diri bila ak dah kerja nanti..
so, dia plan ngn aku yg dia akan msukkan certain amount for a month and thats all for that month...
rm1000 to be exact..
but hell!!!!
x cukup siot....
ak pon xtwu ape yg ak buat with that money..
2 weeks an its all gone..
owh yeahhh... i remember...
i pay the rent..
the bills..
food..
shopping!!!
arghhhhhh..
there's another 2 weeks in the month...
and im broke already...
maybe its time to pull out the big gun..
come up with some ground breaking mock up story about how im broke, and call my dad..
its that easy and simple..
and it works every time...
huhuhuhuhu
u may be thinking what kind of a son am i...
hahaha
my dad knows me well...
he always know that im lying to him every time i ask for more money..
but instead, he keep give me more..
yeahhh
love you daddy!!!!
well, maybe im the spoil-est eldest son in the world...(MAYBE)
hahahaha....
back to the story...
im broke and i dont like it...
hate it!!

so, someone please find me a sugar mummy..
hahah
if i got one, u will get your share...
hahahhaha


i wish i have a dozen of these tree...



i want one on these.... huhu


and these!!

WISH ME LUCK!!!!! hahah

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