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Thursday, March 12, 2009

rudeness of life....

im feelin like killing sum1 rite now...
i may being selfish..
but.. who cares...
its the sensitive part.. OKAY!!!!!

its start sumtin like dis lar..
td we all ad meeting wif our new warden here..
she's just giving us all kind of new fuckinly lame rules taht we MUST obey..
fuck off bitch..
i obviously lame at following rules..
the rules is more or less like this:
1) cant go out or in the hostel(condo!!!) more than 12 midnight...
2) must inform her i we want to go back to our hometown...
30 n nk msuk umah mmbe pon kne mntak kebenaran..
n bgk lg lar yg mcm babi sumernyer...

so, after die nyer so called perbentangan... we all pon serang lar..
bising nyer bising..
t.tba t.pancul dri mulut die this 1 thing..
b4 that.. i'll explain how its flow...
i ask her bout the time limit thing..
then she like tell me that if we want to go out l8er than that time we need to inform her first..
okay lar kan... n den tba2 trmuncul lak..
she said sumtin like this..
"ya ler.. kalau kat rumah korang pon msti korang mintak kebenaran dari mak korg dlu kan sblum nk kuar..."
so i bls..
"ye lar.. tp xde lar smpai mcm ni peraturan.."
n den die bls..
"nape?? xde mak bapak nk bagi kasih syg ke?? x cukup kasih sayang ker.."
ak tros tergamam...
OI BABI.. AK DH XDE MAK LA SIAL.. N KO TAWU BOUT THIS.. SAJE KE NK SAKITKAN ATI AKU HAAA????
SIAL!!!!!
i couldnt stop my tears from falling.. i crack.. i've made a promise to myself i'll never cried bout my mother anymore.. but.. arghhhhh!!!!!!
ehhh.. bakn sume org ader perfect life cm ko lar sengal...
ak manusia biasa lar babi..
die suh sign paper yg mengatakan kmi stuju ngn all the rules... tp ak koyak kan dpn die..
pastu ak blah..





(yes.. im feeling soooo damn sad, angry, n  babi!!!! owh yeah.. n im NOT FINE!!!! really really NOT FINE)

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