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Tuesday, July 12, 2011

disease...

ok!!
dont panic!!
im not dying(yet)
hahaha



seriously..
ak rasa cm aku ni ada penyakit ja..
ermmm...
penyakit apa??

penyakit cepat boring..
ok, maybe korg akan kata semua org cmni kann..
tp aku rasa cm ak ni lain ckit lahh..
terlalu cepat bosan ngn sesuatu benda or seseorang or apa2 ja la kann..

macam aku main game..
satu hari tu ak mmg gila2 suka main game tuhh..
and then boom!! the next day.. ak dah meluat gila..
bole dikatakan semua benda aku akan jadi cmtu..
tv series pon sama gak..
buku lg lahh..
belambak gila buku yg aku baca just a few dozen pages..
lps tu dok tersusun ja kat rak tuhh..
berabuk dah or x lg ak pon xtwu laa...

and kalau pasal orang lak..
hari ni aku tunjukkan interest yg agak tinggi for that someone..
lepas tuhh, esoknya or few days later, aku dah mcam malas nak layan..
kalau dia msg or call, mcm2 ja alasan aku bg..
kalau kat ym, FB chat or skype lg la..
ak buat2 x nmpak tros..
and there's some stories about that..
salah 1 drpdnya ialah ex aku..
kesian kat dia..
tp nak wat cmna kann..
ermmmmm...


seriously!!
and its getting worse in my opinion..






ohhhh..
n lg 1 penyakit aku ni..
aku suka sangat membeli..
x kira la apa ponn..
ak kira nak beli jaa..
kalau ak g kedai, ada ja benda yg aku nak beli..
contoh mcm food..
aku turun grocery store kat bawah tuhh nak beli rokok..
n den ak bole lak beli skali roti, chips n biskut..
last2 bila naik rumah, ak lgsg x sentuh pun benda2 tuhh..
smpai la dah xleh nak makan ponn buang ja laa kann..
beli baju, pastu haram x penah pakai lgsg..
pakai masa kat dlm fitting room ja..
pstu dok tergantung kat dlm closet tuhh..
n ak suka sgt membeli barnag2 yg x penting lgsg..
like i bought decorative battery operated candles, mini fountain, lots and lots of racks..
ashtray smpai belambak kat rumah..
pantang nampak benda2 decorative ni mesti aku nak beli jaa..
ermmm..

lepas dah beli, baru la nak menyesal..
pastu x smpai tgh bulan dah sengkek..
aishhh..

seriously need a whole attitude make-over...

sighhh*









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Monday, June 27, 2011

12 Signs your falling in Love.. ♥

12 Signs your falling in Love.. ♥ :



1. You'll Read His/Her Texts over and over again.


2. You'll Walk Really Really slow while you're with Him/Her.


3. You'll Pretend 2 be shy whenever you're with Him/Her.


4. While Thinking about Him/Her, your Heart will beat faster and faster.


5. By Listening to His/Her Voice, you'll Smile for no Reason.


6. While Looking at Him/Her, you can’t see the Other People around you; you can Only See that Person.


7. You'll Start Listening to SLOW Songs.


8. He/She becomes all you think about.


9. You'll get High just by Their Smell.


10. You'll realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about them.


11. You'll do anything for Him/Her.


12. While Reading this There was One Person on your Mind the Whole Time.. ♥ :)




i have someone in my mind actually..

huhu

peace!!!













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Sunday, June 26, 2011

random thought...

sometimes i wonder..


how will people react when i suddenly died??


who will cry for me??


who will miss me??


who will notice that im gone??


who is/are my true friend/friends??








sigh.....























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Wednesday, June 15, 2011

things that i enjoy doing 1

PASTRY AND BAKERY!!!


ok..
some of you may have already know that i have a soft spot for baking..
i means, I LOVE BAKING!!!

maybe setengah org x suka kalau bab2 nak buat kek or kuih ni kann..
tp bg aku, ak lg suka buat bnda2 remeh tuu drpd memasak..
(walaupun aku agak nak masak.. kihkihkih..*perasan*)

aku suka kalau bnda tuhh pyh nak buat..
tp berbaloi..
ak suka sbb bila dah buat, bole decorate lawa2..
pastu ngap!! hahaha
pastry bg aku la kan..
x la susah or rumit cam org selalu bygkan..
kalau nak ikutkan nya tu sng sgt2..
and the best part is, ITS LOOK ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL..
and taste even better la kann... huhuh

see..
just a simple cream puff..
but it looks fantastic!!


Chocolate cake..
decorate it whatever you want it to look like.. haha

fruit tart!!
my FAV!!!


hard chocolate covered mousse..
breath taking!!


a simple cream puff..
decorated with choux paste...


ahhhhhh...
superb!!


petit fours..
lebey kurg mcam kita nya version utk kuih raya la nihh..


mango pudding..



siyes ak lapaq la.. hahah






pastry ni sbenaqnya adalah 'baked product' yg selalunya diperbuat drpd tepung, gula, telur, butter, susu, and so on...
cake yg kecik2 n tart suma tuhh org pgl pastries..
roti tu punn trmasuk dlm kategory pastry gak..

walaupun aku suka pastry semua nihh..
x bermaksud ak bole buat semua bnda berkaitan ngn pastry mcm gbr2 kat ats tuhh..
x la smpai tahap tuhh lg kann..
hahhaa
just buat tuk suka2 jaa..


pix2 kat bwh ni adlah benda2 yang ak dah buat..
tp ada byk lg la yg ak buat tp ak x amik gambar ponn..
yg ni ja la yg ada..
huhuhu..

simple jekk..
huhu

part plg aku suka ialah nak buat all those small roses..
hahhaa

kek bodo gila.. haha


yg ni ak x buat semua..
mmbe aku yang buat..
just decoration semua tu ja yg aku buat..


haaa.. yg ni ak buat semua dri awal sampai habis..
makan pon aku jugak!!
hahaha
ni time kelas pastry and bakery kat kolej aku..
dpt full mark woooo...
hehehee..
*berbangga sat hahah*


tu ja laaa...



nnt kalau aku buat lg, ak tgkap la pix lg.. huhuhu..
dulu ni kalau buat bnda2 ni ak x bapa nak amik pix sgt..
la ni ja baru dok terhegeh2 nak amik pix semua..
huhuhh

anyhow..
PASTRY WILL ALWAYS BE MY LOVE!!!!




















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Tuesday, June 14, 2011

places i wanna go 1

ermmm..
korg suma ad x tempat2 yg korg nak p??
ermmmm..
kalau aku la kan..
banyak gila..
ni semua penangan selalu dok tgk TLC lahh..
tunjuk tempat merata.. best2 lak tu..


ok firt of all..
ak teringin sangat nak p Ulleuong-Do, South Korea...
yg ni ak tgk dlm KBS..
ada variety show apa tah depa buat filming kat ctu..
teringin sangat nak p..
so jom kita layan pic la dulu..
huhuh






amacam??
lawa kan??
huhuhuh
teringin sgt nak p sana..

ok..
ak nak kongsi ckit info psl Ulleuong-Do nehh..

pulau ni terletak kat East Sea(Sea Of Japan)
timur Korea Selatan..
femes ngn penangkapan sotong..
(mcm la aku makan sotong kan.. huahuahua)
pulau ni mmg femes la dlm kalangan tourist..
slalunya org p sana tuk makan and tgk scenery..
dia nya nature mmg depa jaga gila2 r..
so, the nature is still virgin..
hahahah


ok lah..
nnt maw ak rajin ak mengarut lah lg pasal tmpat2 yg ak nak p..




till next time.........







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kita sembah apa??

cuba baca dulu... huhu



"Kenapa orang Islam sembah bangunan kain hitam tu?"
"Oh.. itu Kaabah atau nama lainnya Baitullah"


"Baitullah tu apa?"
"Secara terjemahan mudah maknanya Rumah Allah"

"Allah ada dalam tu?"
"Tak.."

"Jadi, kenapa sembah bangunan tu kalau Allah tak ada dalam tu?"
"Yang saya sembah bukannya bangunan tu.."


"Kamu sembah apa?"


"Saya sembah Allah swt"


"Jadi, kenapa sembah bangunan tu?"
"Saya menghadap sahaja ke arah Kaabah tetapi saya tak sembah Kaabah.."


"Bukankah kamu sujud ke arah Kaabah, maknanya kamu sembah Kaabah la.."


"Kamu pernah tgk perlawanan bola dalam TV?"


"Pernah.. selalu.."

"Kamu tengok tv ke tengok perlawanan bola?"

"Tengok perlawanan bola la.."
"Di mana?"


"Dalam tv la.."


"Cuba buka tv tu, tengok di dalamnya ada stadium dan perlawanan bola ke tak.."


"Memanglah tak ada.. tapi itukan gambarnya ada.."
"Bukalah dalam tv, tengok ada ke tak gambar perlawanan bola dalam tu.."


"So..?"


"Maknanya kamu tengok tv, bukan perlawanan bola.. betul tak?"


"Tak.. aku tengok perlawanan bola la melaui tv tu.."


"Peliknya.."


"Sebab apa pulak pelik?"
"Ye la, kau cakap tengok perlawanan bola, sedangkan aku tengok dalam tv tu tak ada apa-apa.. yg ada hanya wayar je berselirat.."


"Memanglah dalam tv tu ada banyak wayar, tapi tv tu menayangkan gambar-gambar perlawanan bola dalamnya.."
"Hurm.. jadi tak peliklah ni..?"


"Ya.. tak pelik.."


"Jadi tak pelik jugalah aku sujud ke arah Kaabah untuk menyembah Allah swt.. walau pun dalam Kaabah tak ada Allah.."


"Erk.. ye x ye gak kan...kau betul.."







xde idea sbenarnyer nak update blog neh..
tu yg menyepi je tuhh..
haha
insyaallah, i'll be back soon..
huhuh












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Tuesday, May 17, 2011

aku hebat!!


erghhhh..
the exams is here!!!
ishk2..
dont get me wrong..
i've been studying for quite some time already..
but have you ever experienced what i've experienced just now??
hermmm..
i've been studying..
and then my friend came and ask me to help him understand something..
i know about what he's asking..
as im about to explain to him..
i went blank..
i cant remember a thing!!
DAMN!!!!!



ok..
maybe im a bit stressed about the exams..




FINE!!

distressing in progress!!!
hahahaha





i found some pictures on the internet..
exams theme..

i need to pray a lot more!!

mmg aku x jawab exam la kalau cmni.. hahaha

ini style!!


mimpi semalam.. haha





i need all the help i can get...
please pray for me my fellow friends...
huhuh
Insyaallah...








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Monday, May 16, 2011

sewel...

ok..
no wonder lah aku asyik pokai je kann..
biler tgk2 balik..
masyaallah!!
belambak giler!!
hahaha




tp nak wat cmner kan..
essentials tuhh..
nak x nak kene ade jugak..
huhuh




pikir2 balik kan..
macam byk sangat lah pulak..
belambak!!




tp semuanya aku guna..
xde 1 bnde pun yg ak x gune..
hermmmmmm...




ishhhh..
apa laaaa yg ak dok beleter nehhh..
hermmmm..



hahaha
nak taw ka??
tgk la kat bwh nehhh..







JENG JENG JENG!!!!!!

products that i've used every single day..
banyak kann...
hahahaha
gila lahhh..
patut la my dad cakap aku dah bole bukak guardian kat umah aku..
hahahahahhahahahaha...
ni pun x semua barang yg ak dok guna lg nihh..
hair product aku ad lg separuh yg ak x snap pics skali..
sbb x muat nak susun kat ctu skali..
huahuahuahua..
nnt kalau ak pokai..
bole la kot nak wat yard sale..
hahahahha




ntah pasai pa tah..
tetiba ja ak tringat nak wat post ni..
hahaha
boring sangat dah la kottt..
ignored!!

















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Happy Teacher's Day

to all the teachers out there..
no matter what you teach..
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!!!
may your days to come fill with goodness..
keep up your great work!!














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Sunday, May 15, 2011

shake your pom pom

nothing to do..
credit to Azrena Ahmad Tarmizi for this post..
i copy this post from her blog..


here we goes.......


1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY', YOU SAY?
because im stupid - SS501

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
addicted - Enrique Iglesias

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
again - MBLAQ

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
drown - Limp Bizkit

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
love like this - SS501

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
billionaire - Travie McCoy(this is true!! very very true!! hahah)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
dimanakan ku cari ganti - P Ramlee(agak r nak cari pengganti aku kannn.. haha)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
stand by me - Shinee

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
bad girl good girl - Miss A

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
sugar - System Of a Down

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
again&again - 2PM

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
womanizer - Britney Spears (really?? hahahahaha!!!!)



WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
still - Lee Hong Ki

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
haunted - Evanescence (owwww yeahhhh!!!!)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
i dreamed i died - Devildriver (wow!!! irony..)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
you are the best of my life - lee hyun

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
boom boom - Super Junior

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
how to save a life - The Fray

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
world go round - No Doubt

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
karma police - Radiohead

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
shake your pom pom - Missy Elliot






dont blame me for being lame!! hahah.. super duper bored now... and i cant sleep.. huhu..















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Wednesday, May 11, 2011

lost

i've put a smile,
so that nobody see me frown.
i laughed,
so that nobody hear me sob.
i wink my eyes,
so that nobody see my tears.
i always get up,
so that nobody knows im down.
i make myself busy,
so that nobody know i feel lonely.
i always seems happy,
so that nobody know im miserable.
i took long shower,
so that nobody see me cry.
i put on loud music,
so that nobody hear me scream.
i dance to silly songs,
so that i can cheer my self up.
i constantly let myself down,
so that i can pull someone up.
i keep quiet,
so that i can listen to others.

i hang out with my friends,
coz i think they'll going to leave me someday.
i buy things that i like,
coz im afraid i wont have the chance again someday.
i spend time with my family,
coz i dont want to lose them someday.
im happy with my friends,
coz i dont want them to be sad.
i tell lies sometimes,
coz i feel ashamed of my life.
i keep my problems,
coz i dont want to burden anyone.
i hide my sadness,
coz i dont want anyone to feel sorry.
i laugh,
coz im afraid.
i hate being in a relationship,
coz im afraid i will somehow hurt them.

im just a regular person.
trying to fit in this world.


it is more or less a true story about me. im not saying that im a good person to begin with. its just something that i wanted to shout out of my lungs for a very long time. im surely not expecting everyone to be like this. its an agony to be like that. but somehow, its the reason that i keep on living my life.

but sometimes, i feel abandoned. although i have lots of friend, i feel lonely. although i have a family that love me, i feel like im all alone. i feel like im worthless. i feel like i dont deserve anything from anyone. i feel like im an outcast. i feel like i keep on failing. i feel unappreciated. i feel like nobody cares about me, whether im dead or alive, im sad or happy. sometimes i wonder, what will everyone feel when im dead or when im no longer near them. will they miss me, or they will not even notice anything.

i may seems like im always happy type of guy, but there's time when im sad. some people may say that im soulless, but i still have feelings. i just dont like to show them out. it hurts when people just seems like they dont care about you as much as you care about them. it hurts. it hurts. it hurts.




i feel USELESS!!











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Saturday, April 23, 2011

randomize

collection of pics on the internet that make me laugh..
i think that i should share it too...
heheh





will never ever order that!! ever!! hahah



maybe someday i'll be posting something like this!!
speechless..
hahaha





no!!
i haven't been there, yet...
maybe never..






nothing left to say..
(rolling on the floor laughing....)








D&B anyone??
maybe you cant afford D&G...
hahah






speechless...








the family portrait...
haha







how the hell that the cat even got into the jar in the first place..
sigh..
poor cat..










hahahahahahhaha
till nest time...








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Thursday, April 21, 2011

home

ahhhhhh..
what a relief...
just got hoem..
PERLIS!!!!
huhuhuh

dah alang2 malas nak p kelas n kelas pun xdk next week..
ak wat la cuti sniri kan smfu..
huhuhu
woooo wooo woooo balik kampung..
hahha

gila..

blek perlis nek tren ngn walid..
dia p kl ada interview miat isnin hari tu..
so, balik skali r..
hahaha...


ok lahh..
nak smbung tdo..
bubyeeee








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Monday, April 4, 2011

plastic surgery....



ok..
maybe some of you know that im obsessed with korean..
and currently im obsessed with MBLAQ..
MBLAQ is a korean boy band..
same like Shinee, SuJu, Beast, and so on...


1 particular person that i like is Lee Joon from MBLAQ..
i want his hair!!!!
see!!!!
i want that hair!!!!
urghhhhh...
at this point, i regret that i cut my hair before earlier this year..
(damn you I.C picture)
maybe i need to go to the salon and get hair extension!!!
*sigh*
and yeah..
maybe some plastic surgery tooooooooooooo...
i want my face to be like that..
kinda..
imagine how many girls will be drooling for me if i had that kinda face..
(and some sugar mummy tooooooo!!!)
and look at that clean baby face!!!
urghhhh....
(maybe i need to scrub my face with an iron brush.. hahaha)

and his body to..
i want my body to he like his!!
see!!
hahahahahhahahaha
in what universe will my body be like that..
keep on dreaming Alif!!
with your current situation..
(sleeping and eating like crazy!!)
*stress!!*



ok now im stress and im heading to the swimming pool...
and maybe the GYM!!
hahahahahhahaha
(thats just a plan)
will try to stick to the plan...
hurmmm..
fingers cross...




uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa






till next time peeps...






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